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22 August 2016 @ 06:39 pm
okay so I am worried about showing my faith, I am embarrassed and I need not to be, I want not to be, in spite of myself.

I had a long talk with Carolyn yesterday and then Michelle drove up. We talked and talked about some dubious people at church, who preach some other philosophy, the wife of the couple is bossy & contradicts people who are ahead of her in experience, the expert. (Michelle). They apparently came in some years ago and announce they "are apostles". Michelle said she lost them right there. Michelle was so hurt when she (the deliverance minister)  constantly bossed Michelle around and told her she was doing everything wrong. She apparently has given Michelle a hard time in the past at meetings. Carolyn says all of Mrs. Deliverance Minister's philosophy seems to be based on Catholicism, it's all just Catholicism made over, I'm thinking.

Before we left for S. Dakota I saw a wolf over my head and a shark a minute later at my level or below the level of where I was lying in bed. Michelle said the WOLF is RELIGION, the wolf in sheep's clothing. The shark is principality or principalities. I said God was telling me in the hotel room in S. Dak. that the Enemy was going to confuse the enemya and begin attacking his own side. This happened when I was there, a man who posted against the Medecine Men, who use fake magic, and after one hour he was shot in the face and killed, the shamans did it. Our Native contact, a pastor on the reservation, said the enemy was confused and attacked the enemy, the man who posted about the fakers was not devoted to God or really acting in anyone's best interest but his own.  Not to worry about it. God kept showing me the wolf was a female pastor, widowed. I didn't get it for a while. I consulted Mrs. Deliverance Minister, about her behavior, not that I told her about the Wolf being that pastor, because I wasn't sure at that time.

Mrs. Deliverance minister said it sounded like Ms. Pastor had a spirit of religion on her. I guess she is on the warpath. I am beginning to wonder about Deliverance Ministers in general, especially couples. They seem to mainly deliver but not heal even though they say they are all about healing. That's all they do, like a career, but all Christians are suppose to practice deliverance, right?

I am getting so blessed today. And yesterday,  Carolyn needed to go for milk so I picked up Fritos and gum, Michelle got something more healthy. I really need to learn to eat healthy, healthfully.

Now I'm watching Caroline Leaf and yesterday I was watching those great Muslim videos & Chuck Pierce. Today these two plus a bit from the Sid Roth/Chuck Pierce video.

Blessings Break Curses:


Husband & wife blessing each other every morning, develop emotional relationship.

FREE Messianic Bible
13 August 2016 @ 05:47 pm
08 August 2016 @ 07:27 pm
I am back from a mission weekend and I loved it. Some things did not go great, but I feel like I see things better in perspective. I loved getting out of the house and someplace different.

I hate that all my old problems are just there getting bad as fast as ever. I guess that's the way it goes. I just have not had time to let the constant application of the solution take effect, I think.

South Dakota is beautiful, we got  to Wounded Knee.
25 July 2016 @ 06:37 pm
This is one of my journal covers to be printed out, with the patch to go at the bottom if I do use it for the September journal. I usually picture it on a light cardstock with a linen texture, but so far that does not happen, just limited resources. Or I'm reluctant to spend the money, and the time to find the cardstock. Maybe some day.


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18 July 2016 @ 03:01 pm
AT first I thought he was being decisive and confident as a leader, when his social media post worked to help get the coup put down, now I'm thinking he sure is heavy-handed. I'm even hearing a suggestion that he may have been the one to promote the coup, so that he could cut down people in the aftermath, do things he couldn't do except in the face of a coup.

turkey coup prisoners.png
16 July 2016 @ 02:53 pm
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16 July 2016 @ 02:08 pm
I had a really bad chest pain early Friday morning. Trying to figure out what it means, and whether anything would have shown up on any tests. Not that I go to doctors for any amount of money anymore. Not that anyone is going to pay me.

16 July 2016 @ 02:04 pm
a Ohhh-kay. I had a really really really bad chest pain \, extended and ...I just now realized it was after having Pastor Greg \\     "heal" me. Dude is annointed. Maybe it helped me to realize something is wrong. Actually the chest pains (Thurs. AM) were extended, but also right after getting rid of some demons.

I thought today was Sunday, and showered, went to church...yeah, now at the library. The bedbugs are driving me to distraction, it's all I can think about. I forgot my case with my earbuds, after taking a shower and reorganizing. I forgot change, again, to print some bookcovers. That can wait of course.

I had a really bad chest pain, I can tell people, so maybe I should.

11 July 2016 @ 06:18 pm
The Enemy tries to hide the evidence.
06 July 2016 @ 03:37 pm
JDF: Britain -- new superstate? Polish claim that Germany and France want to reform the EU into a uniform country. Book of Dan. & Rev. a further lining up of all the nations in all the world toward the end. Brexit is almost already old news.

Ramadan attacks in Arab world: Re Hallel ______(?), 13 yr old American Jew stabbed in her bed by Palestinian. No response from the White House. The WH blame Christians, guns and hate, but never Islam. US Attorney General Loretta Lynch: "Mateen's true motive may never be known." --Even though Mateen vocally expressed his support for the Islamic State. JDF: God Himself will send a powerful delusion (Paul to the Thessalonians). LL also said "we just need to be more loving to these people". The fact he attacked a gay nightclub on "hispanic night", they conclude means it's an attack on Conservative Christians. (George Bush, after 9-11, that Muslims and Christians worship the same God).

> Christians who bomb abortion clinics are not doing the same thing as Muslims who commit terror attacks. Muslims are obeying their scripture, but Christians do these acts in disobedience.

Turkey renewing ties with Israel.

Shepa and Dedan(Saudi Arabia, the young lions of Tarshish(possibly the British Lion, or young lions =  USA).

Independence Day: just the fourth of July, no meaning in that term. Independence Day is more meaningful. The US is declining with each passing year. "This is not the country my parents came to in 1963".

Amir Tsarfati needs travel visa renewed, pray for this.

Turkey making deals to get Israeli gas. The need to get along with Israel in order to have financial gain is here, not genuine  diplomacy, and, JD points out, the Arab world can claim they forced Israel to its knees.

"I come at a time when things are revving up." We are so close, Jesus is at the door. [When persecution of the Body and Spiritual revival of the Body are revving up, Jesus it there.]

Charle Garrett: UK will remain friends with Israel. Rome is the seat of apostasy of religion in Scripture.

Hezbollah has 100 sleeper cells in Latin America.

dairy additive prevents cancer (toward the middle of the video--from another youtube source, so do bananas).

Insane guidelines for British(?) schoolchildren to have gender, sex and romance knowledge.

John Haller: x  2 Thess. 9:  more from JH about delusion, I think the same passage JDF mentioned above. There will be a progression toward the Antichrist.

EU bans claim that water can prevent dehydration. LOL!!!! This was in one of the other PUs, Garrett's  I think.
29 June 2016 @ 10:25 am
Tues. June 28

JDF - June 26 Prophecy Update - Brexit may lead more quickly to the oncoming of the New World Order, Global Governance, the Antichrist.

It all boiled down to the immigration of Muslims into Europe.

"No Londonistan" - Most Muslims voted to stay in the EU, most Brits did not want Muslim immigrants to keep up the criminal behavior at their expense, especially.
Wed. June 29

Well, just one of those weird days. I got up and went grocery shopping at about 6:30 this a.m., bought a ton of groceries compared to my usual. Took the bus home, lay down for a bit, listened to music, came over to the library and was thinking gee, this is kind of heavy, my stuff in my tote bag. I had forgotten my case with my phone and earbuds in it, but had a package of turkey dogs, some sriracha mustard, 8 oz of mozarella cheese, and a can of fire roasted diced tomatoes. LOL!

The dogs will be okay, they are in air conditioning. This is legendarily the coldest library in the city. Or as far as I know. I remember sitting here in the seventies with my nose dripping, sniffling, hearing a classmate do the same. Years later, my lips and nails would turn blue.

I scanned in some stuff I had remembered to bring, so I'm glad about that.


24 June 2016 @ 05:51 pm
I found a bizarre article about men praying the rosary in San Juan--to defend the cathedral from vandalism--and they were attacked by topless feminists who spraypainted them. It was pretty nasty. And just weird. I think cathedrals and the rosary are a waste of time and the rosary prayer violates the command not to pray repetitivly, not to mention they are putting the "Queen of Heaven" before God. The Cathedral, I could go on and on.
17 June 2016 @ 05:00 pm
Another journal cover

Omar Mateen did, when he was in grade school. How weird must his parents be? His father said, despite all the disciplining Omar underwent, 31 instances of disciplining or intervetions because of the son's behavior. After 9-11 Omar said Osama Bin Laden was his uncle, made airplane noises while putting his arms out, made fun of the whole

The guy obviously had gay tendencies, he was a regular at clubs. He hated gay people though. I think he hated his father, that his father must have been a boy-freaking beggarer. JD Farag, who grew up in Egypt, says that's big in Arab culture.

A picture growing in my mind is men taking out their anger on their wives, mothers, whoever, by raping nephews, sons, whoever. It is just how people behave in bad circumstances, when things go on generation after generation. In the right circumstances it will happen in any culture. And in either sex, because in the US, half of the offenders in child molestation cases are women.

He apparently had no respect for women, made nasty comments about the anatomy of a woman he didn't know, in a gym.

What it feels like to me is that he hated himself for being gay, and that he thought he could purge himself of being gay by committing a  "sacred act" of mass murder, kill a lot of gay men so allah would accept him.

Oh, and he was a steroid abuser. Great, a man out to do his god a favor by purifying the world, forgot to purify himself.
16 June 2016 @ 05:49 pm
Oh freak me out. the first time I've ever ordered anything online that wasn't free. About 27 bucks. Vitamins, Pilgrims Pride. Wow. Then books, but need to figure out which ones I need.


04 June 2016 @ 01:03 pm
The worst atrocities since Hitler.

Go to about 5.00

26 May 2016 @ 05:49 pm
What is this hat style called? I recently saw some guys walking around the neighborhhood with these hats on,
their clothes  were sort an outfit that looks like a nightshirt and skinny-legged pajamas. All three hats were white, the 3 men had pale skin, and long dark curly beards. View 2 of the hat is more accurate, the bottom edge of it dipped a little in front of the ears.

I kind if assumed they were of a country/religion that didn't care for women walking up to men and saying, "hey, where are you guys from!?".
25 May 2016 @ 03:03 pm
THIS is just too funny, lotsa pics.

Also, is hilarious:  https://www.instagram.com/p/BFyYi2Hk66u/

Edit: and http://imgur.com/gallery/VEUP6cw
16 May 2016 @ 07:12 pm
Chinstrap for snoring. Sometimes I wake myself up snoring, and it's been going on since my late thirties, I think. I hear my brother snoring from the next room and wonder if I should tell him about it. It's not the sound that bothers me, it's the idea that it's bad for your health. $119 and you don't have to mess with the c-pap machine and testing etc.? I wonder if it works. (cheap chinstraps).

I found a pen here at the library and turned it in at the desk. It was rather nice, and now I feel like a Pollyanna for turning it in. Oh, well. I do like the Bic Cristal 1.6mm ballpoints I got, 7$ for box of 24 or something like that. I used to LOVE fine point pens and now it's like, no thanks.

I forgot my flash drive and wanted to play with some textures I had on it. Darn. Trying to find them again on the web is just about impossible.
05 May 2016 @ 07:23 pm
(Updates to be added every week or so)

May 1:

mikvah means baptism  |  shavuaa means seven
02 May 2016 @ 01:58 pm

I made a post and kept it private, because I was in too funky a mood to say how I felt. Then a friend came in, I had not seen him in a while. His baby died. His wife or girlfriend was there, just tearful. I said what I could.

I do feel funky. Sort of everything I do is wrong, can't shake it yet.

26 April 2016 @ 06:18 pm
I don't understand.

Just sayin'.

This computer stinks for sound. Need to move to another.